hey all you dudes and dudetts. its mikelle here.
so things have been a little wierd around here. so that girl that my dad is dating, well they are getting pretty flippen serious, and it has been extremely wierd because she has been practically living here! well... let me explain, so my grandma usually whatches the sib's during the day. but last week, she went on a vacation, jess, [dad's girlfriend] whatched the sib's.aka siblings.
so on sunday, my dad brought me into his office, and told me that he is going ring shopping!!!
HE IS GOING TO PROPOSE!!!!!!!!! HOLY SHIRMP!!!
my jaw dropped.
so because of this, he said that she is going to be whatching us during the day, so we can get used to her "motheringness"
nobody else in the world knows about this yet. all of the kids think that it is because dear old gram gram cant do it anymore.
it really pisses me off!
now dont get me wrong. i love jess. but i dont think im ready for this yet!!!
i mean, ever since he told me, i dont see them the same anymore. i see them, as my wierd stupid not-at-all put together family!!!
i dont even like her two daughters. of course i pretend to like them, but i really dont!
they are annoying stupid kids!!!
i hate living here! im so sick of being ignored.
yep.
while dad is off making out with jess, he doesnt even realize the damage he is causing to my little broken heart.
im just shoved aside like a broken lamp. and my friends are off having the time of there lives with there perfect little families.
it makes me furious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to be noticed!!! i want to be treated like his daughter. not just a burden. im not just a broken lamp!!!
why cant he get that.
i have had the hardest life, and he doesnt even care. he cares more about his stupid girlfriend, than his daughter that actually NEEDS his love, attention, and devotion.
he doesnt even care or even know how bad he is hurting me!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh.
those two stupid girls!!! i hate um!!! they are whiny, crying babies!!!
and as for jess, she is cool, but she is always around my stupid retarted father.
i want to move out!!!
if any of you have a place i can stay, please call!!! i just cant help but be angry!!!
i know that there isnt really anything to be angry about, but... just... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh!
everything is just crashing down on me, and i cant stop them from coming.
well anyway, on that happy note...
that is all from me for a while
love/mikelle
Monday, June 9
Tuesday, June 3
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hey yall.
it's mikelle.
so nothing has really happend.
well sort of, so i was going to write this book. and it was going well, but then i realized that i didnt like the plot at all!!!
so i totally changed it. a whole lot. so now it is about something totally different. and i only have a pg. and 1/2 done, but it is coming, and im really excited!
and another thing, my dad and my dad's girlfriend. i havent talked much about her. her name is Jesslyn, and she is FLIPPEN AMAZING!!! and my dad and her, are getting pretty serious. headed for marriage serious. i dont have a problem with that at all. it is just i dont like her girls much. she has two little girls. they are cute, but they arent my sisters. at all. actually, they can be pretty annoying. im used to my mom being replaced my nannies, but not my sisters. i just dont really like them at all. that is the only problem i have with them getting married. but i love Jesslyn sooooooo much. she is the sweetest cutest person ever! i can talk to her about anything. she is like my best friend. she is entirly supportive. she is basically all my dad isnt, and more. i love her a ton.
my dad says that i wouldnt have to share a room with the two twirps,,,, but my dad never has been totally honest with me. actually, i really dont like my dad at all1
in fact, i hate him.
He never gets it. he is not the only one in this world. he thinks that everyone revolvs around him. he never pays attention to anybody else. especially me.
he hates that im like my mom. he hates that i remind him of her.
he just doesnt get it. with every glance, he doesnt give me, he is tearing out a piece of my heart. :(
He just thinks that i am an annoyance. and that is the worst way to break someones heart.
well that is all for now. thanx for reading.
love/Mikelle
it's mikelle.
so nothing has really happend.
well sort of, so i was going to write this book. and it was going well, but then i realized that i didnt like the plot at all!!!
so i totally changed it. a whole lot. so now it is about something totally different. and i only have a pg. and 1/2 done, but it is coming, and im really excited!
and another thing, my dad and my dad's girlfriend. i havent talked much about her. her name is Jesslyn, and she is FLIPPEN AMAZING!!! and my dad and her, are getting pretty serious. headed for marriage serious. i dont have a problem with that at all. it is just i dont like her girls much. she has two little girls. they are cute, but they arent my sisters. at all. actually, they can be pretty annoying. im used to my mom being replaced my nannies, but not my sisters. i just dont really like them at all. that is the only problem i have with them getting married. but i love Jesslyn sooooooo much. she is the sweetest cutest person ever! i can talk to her about anything. she is like my best friend. she is entirly supportive. she is basically all my dad isnt, and more. i love her a ton.
my dad says that i wouldnt have to share a room with the two twirps,,,, but my dad never has been totally honest with me. actually, i really dont like my dad at all1
in fact, i hate him.
He never gets it. he is not the only one in this world. he thinks that everyone revolvs around him. he never pays attention to anybody else. especially me.
he hates that im like my mom. he hates that i remind him of her.
he just doesnt get it. with every glance, he doesnt give me, he is tearing out a piece of my heart. :(
He just thinks that i am an annoyance. and that is the worst way to break someones heart.
well that is all for now. thanx for reading.
love/Mikelle
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