Best friend

hey guys!!
i know i have written like a whole lot, i just have a lot on my mind right now.
lol
but anyway, my double cousin,,,,,,, in case your confused, yes it is double cousin. my cousins dad and my mom are brother and sister. my cousin's mom is my dad's sister. so brother and sister married brother and sister, any way,
my double cousin, she is like my sister, i love her to death, but she called today.
and we were going to go shopping, and she stood me up.
and i know it is stupid but, the thing is, she blew me off for a couple of her neighbors. and they are bratty sluts.
i am just really depressed because i love her with all of my broken heart.
we were like sister all of our lives. we were the Diva's in Dippers!!!
ok?
but then she went into Jr high, and she became a totally different person.
idk, im not steryotyping her, or anyone else for that matter, but she sort of got involved in the whole "cheerleader" thing.
She has friends that don't care about her at all, she is in love with a player who is nothing but hormones, and she doesnt care about me anymore. we were so tight, but now i'm only an afterthought.
i guess i'm just sad that i cant be a big part in her life anymore. She is the most drop dead beautiful girl that you have
ever seen and i guess that is sort of getting her into trouble. she has never done anything "bad" but the guys that like her,
have. so anyway, i'm just hurt that she ditched me for some superficial friends.
so anway, i g2g and do something else.
thanks for listening/Mikelle