Tragic Love Life

hey guys.
o my gracious.
i have a lot to write about. i havent written in a few days, so things have pilled up. It is the end of the year and emotions are running high.
so first of all, i like Mckenzie. yes this is a boy. But my big problem, is he is still in love with my best friend. [shocker]
but it just tears apart my heart when i see him. knowing that he will never see me the way i see him. Keaton, [my friend] has told me to forget about him. he will only break my heart, she says. but i would break my own heart a thousand times over, if i meant i could spend 5 minutes with him. but luckily, i dont have to break my own heart, he does it for me.
second, my dad has always had a strict rule about hanging out with boys. until im old enough anyway,
but all my my friends, always have a huge end of the year party, and they invited me, but i knew i wasnt going to be able to go. so i asked my dad, in total doubt, and guess what he said,
HE SAID YES!!!!!
i have no clue why or what he was thinking but, he said yes, and that is all i care about!!!
so i have been living in sunshine the past day and half, knowing that i finally have some freedom in my tragic trapped life.
thirdly, Mckenzie, the guys i mentioned, i gave him a nick-name. FYI all of the guys that my friends and i like, have to have nick-names. so that we can talk about them in public and not raise suspicion.
so his nickname, is sunshine. perfectly fitting. He is light blonde hair and bright blue eyes. He always happy, and enthusiastic about everything.
so perfect name. right?
but the thing is, is that the girl he likes, my best friend, her name is sydney,
and they used to like eachother for a long time. but she doesnt like him anymore.
But i can see that they are totally perfect for eachother. They are both blonde and have short hair, they both are the msot happy people i know, and they both.......................... they just go together. ok?
so anyway, tragic story of my love life. not that i have one.
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