Friends/party

hey yall
its belle. sorry i have written so much lately. lots has happend.
so lastnight was the party i was talking about.
first we walked from school to his house.
it was about an hour walk. but it was so beautiful. There was this beautiful little grove of tree's with a tiny clearing. we took the most amazing group pictures.
then we came to a little lake. with trees surrounding it, and benches and the whole cabootle. It was so beautiful!
Me, Keri [My bestest friend EVER!!! we call eachother sisters], and Mckenzie [the boy i like] were fantasizing about romantic scenes in thise places. THEY WERE ABSOLUTLY THE MOST ROMANTIC THINGS I HAVE EVER HEARD!!!
but it only made me sad, because i knew that Mckenzie, was imaginaing them, with Sydney [ my best friend, whom mckenzie likes]. so i was really sad.
but as usual i put on my mask and pretended to be happy.
so after that, we got to his house, and got in the swimming pool. It was so much fun. Except for Jordan. he has liked me FOREVER!!! well, actually, he has liked me AND my friend forever. see what happend, was, he liked keri first. but then, she didnt like him. so he liked me. but then i didnt like him anymore, so he went back to keri. then she broke it off, and he went back to me. by this time, i was pretty pissed off. He was only bouncing from me to keri! He even told me, as long as he had someone to hold, he was fine. SHALLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so he is a shallow retard, and i have banned him from hugs, dancing, etc.
he is making me soooooooo mad!!!
but anyway, he was being an idiot at the pool, and i avoided him the whole time.
But Mckenzie was being positivly, amazing!!!
But there was also Tj. i forgot to tell you about him.
so at the beginning of the year, we went out for a long time.
but after about 6 months, i broke it off. i didnt like him anymore. so then he went out with 5 of my other friends. after doing this he told me that he never actually stopped liking me. and he was just trying to repair the hole in his heart. [idiot]
but i didnt like him. but he just didnt be able to seem to grasp that concept.
so finally he went out with another girl.
then the day b4 the party, he told me that he liked me again. i told him that i didnt, but then he asked me out.
idiot!!!
so i told him, no.
but at the party, he kept hanging around me, and being really wierd.
so anyway, then we got out of the pool, and snacked and listend to music.
Tj just had to sit my me, and Mckenzie just had to sit somewhere else.
so after we were done eating, we all went down and played a game.
while we were doing so, i got to sit by mckenzie!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but Tj, was passing me a note sayings things like " i keep looking in your eyes. they are beautiful"
hello dude?!?!?!!? I DO NOT LIKE YOU!!! GET OVER IT!!!
so then, after we all left, we were gone for 5 mintues. and he called my friend.
and asked to talk to me!!!!
he said that he missed me and he was going crazy.
HELLO DUDE?!?!?! GET A GRIP!!!
but anyway, we drove away, and that was the last i saw mckenzie. until next year.
dang.
but anyway, that is my guy problem, and the party stuff.
sorry if you fell asleep. my life is pretty lame.
thanx for reading.
ttyl
love/Mikelle